“So I… I did some things when I was younger that I’m not really proud of.”
Benny pauses with a piece of buttered toast halfway between his mouth and the plate, and stares levelly across the kitchen table at a very guilty looking Dean Winchester. The longer Benny doesn’t say anything, the redder Dean’s face gets and the more he fidgets.
“That was random,” Benny teases gently, watching Dean’s face go through a range of emotions. It’s honestly way too early for confessions, but whatever it is, Dean looks like he really needs to let it out. “Let me get more coffee and then you can tell me all about it.”
It turns out that Dean did some amateur porn a few times, only when money got pretty tight and he couldn’t find a pool table within walking distance that he could hustle. His dad would disappear with the car anywhere from a few days to a few weeks, leaving barely enough cash to get his sons through a day or two on their own. Sam was in the middle of a huge growth spurt at the time, so he’d been eating like a horse and Dean was starting to get dizzy from all of the skipped meals.
“When some shady guy approaches you on the street and offers you $200 for thirty minutes of your time—”
“Hey,” Benny interrupts, pulling Dean back against his chest and nosing just behind his ear. “You don’t have anythin’ to be ashamed of, sweetheart. It’s all in the past. We don’t need to be watchin’ this, either, unless you really want to.”
Dean goes quiet and relaxes back against Benny.
The Dean starring on their TV is twenty years old, sitting on a cushioned seat in an otherwise empty room with sad gray walls and clutching his dad’s leather jacket protectively in his hands while talking to someone off camera.
“Two hundred dollars, right?”
“Yeah man. Unless, uh, you wanna change your mind and do some full penetration for us. It’s three hundred for you to do a guy, five hundred in cash if a guy does you.”
Dean just shakes his head and strips off all of his clothes, dropping them off to the side. He’s mostly the same in the video as he is now, minus a little softness around the middle that Benny’s current Dean has and more laugh lines around his eyes.
It’s no surprise to Benny when young Dean closes his eyes right from the start. He’ll admit that he’s a tiny bit jealous of whoever it was then that Dean was imagining, where he pictured himself when he was stroking his fingers up and down the length of his flushed cock. It takes just a few minutes for Dean to start moaning out loud, really losing himself as he thrusts up in to the tight, slick grip of his fist.
There’s a whispered, “… Jesus Christ,” from somewhere off screen about ten minutes in, and then Dean is arching up off of the sofa, cock spurting jets of come over his stomach. He pants and works his hand in slow steady strokes, milking out the last of it on to his clenching stomach.
On screen, Dean throws an arm over his face and says breathlessly, “Was that… was that good?”
“Yeah. Yeah man, that was fucking hot. Wow.”
Apparently the guy caught up with Dean again a few days later in a pool hall and asked him if he’d do another round for twice as much. When Dean said he’d think about it, the guy offered him a DVD copy of Dean’s video (already the most popular video in Solo Male Amateurs on some porn website) and a card with his phone number on it.
The last shot is of Dean wiping some suspicious wetness from his eyes with the back of his clean hand and standing up to gather his clothes, and then the screen goes black.
“Fuck, I was in such good shape. And now I’m kind of horny,” Dean mumbles right against Benny’s chest in the present, breaking the silence.
Benny laughs and presses a kiss to Dean’s cheek. “Takes a whole lot more than this to get rid of me, y’know?”
Dean turns his head so Benny can kiss him properly, all smiles and flushed face when they pull apart. “Awesome.”
Hi im renqa and im terribly broke rn and crying on the floor
so hi I’m going to NYC this fall and getting things ready for the trip and because the ticket costs more than 1k and also traveling expenses on top of it, my savings account is in a horrible shape. So OPENING UP CHIBI COMMISSIONS.
- Maximum 2 characters.
- Both OCs and Fanart (only if I know) are acceptable.
- All payments will be through paypal with USD.
- If I can’t complete your commission for any acceptable reason, you will get your money back.
- Commission work starts after payment.
Things I’ll do!
- Shippy things
Things I won’t do!
- Anthropomorphic / Furry
(I tend to draw grotesque animals but if you want that, I will???)
- Anything offensive to others and/or me
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Taking a small break from work and commissions because last week was exhausting (fun, but exhausting) so I need to recharge, and I couldn’t resist o<-<!!
I hope it’s clear to read;;
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dean winchester + body parts
Clearly, she is a menace who must
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